I thought you know, I'd look forward to school so I wouldn't have to feel left out like I already do at home. Or feel any more crappy about myself. Lol. I just miss having friends who genuinely care. Or at least have time to care and hear me out. I feel like dying everyday. I should've never been with friends from the start. Now it sucks to drift and lose friends and be alone. And by friends I mean people who will patiently listen to me even if it's 5 hours of me sobbing through words and choking on my tears. Only kirti.

And please stop sticking to me. And stop leaving me out. Stop sharing secrets then bursting out laughing and then not explaining what it is. It makes me feel like toilets can be better friends sometimes. Please don't bitch to me and then telling me to go get close to someone you dislike so I can hear their pathetic stories to tell you. Fuck off, that is mean and fake and disgusting. She doesn't have friends, so why do you want to be like all two faced with her by using someone?
But seriously stop sticking to me. I go with them sometimes and you just tag along. Wtf... And you say it is awkward and sad then later you kaobei that you're left out when you have other friends. Why do you have to join the group and talk about irrelevant stuff to me that no one at all understands and CAN YOU STOP INTERRUPTING PEOPLE? I wanna hear what they have to say what the fuck is wrong with you. Fucking hate interrupts. Isn't it kinda obvious and clear when the fuck to shut up? And you don't even contribute to the group conversation. You talk about fuck and then only tell me and it's just WTF LA SERIOUSLY AND YOU WONDER WHY PEOPLE DON'T REPLY YOU AND YOU GIVE FUCKTARDED SUGGESTIONS AND CONVERSATIONS. YOU LOSE YOUR FRIENDS THEN NOW YOU'RE SO CLOSE TO ME LOL BITCH.

I fucking hate fake people also la k.
Don't like someone then you still act so okay with that person. Can't you like move away? Or worse. You start conversations with them. YOU START. And after being annoyed you go bitching to your other friends saying things like oh my god she is so annoying and extra whatever whatever.
WTF people talk to you, you won't reply one is it. Wait actually I don't really reply people I don't like. Oh well.
Unless... That person clearly hates you too. Then that basically makes the both of you fake whores.

And the damn act humble people also k. And at the same time so attention seeking. Practically in the nude in public shouting "I AM HUMBLE!!!" with neon lights on you.
All of these all over facefuckingbook. But then for fucking SS we have to create this group for notes. Wtf then everyone on Facebook is all like #ohha ha!iusehashtags. #ANDALLYOURTAGSAREWRONG
AND #PAINFUL TO READ #OHMYEYES ✋😪